10:27 pm on 12-28-04
and here you have it......
j (9:52:58 PM): Hey
notalptrixie (9:53:15 PM): hey
j (9:53:23 PM): did you have a good christmas?
notalptrixie (9:54:02 PM): it was ok.
j (9:54:20 PM): mine to
notalptrixie (9:55:12 PM): that's good.
j (9:55:40 PM): sorry about how things happened
notalptrixie (9:56:11 PM): whatever happened has happened. can't go back and change things.
j(9:56:28 PM): right
j (9:58:52 PM): well I'm off to bed
notalptrixie (9:59:21 PM): just so you know I don't think that you're sorry
j (10:00:14 PM): okay
j (10:00:28 PM): do you still want to talk to me?
notalptrixie (10:00:49 PM): why? so in another month you can piss me off again?
notalptrixie (10:01:34 PM): I don't think so. I had enough and the thing is, you didn't even have to say that much. And you don't even have anything to say about it now. You say you're sorry, but do you even know what you are saying sorry for?
j (10:02:20 PM): i think so
notalptrixie (10:02:46 PM): let's hear it then.
j (10:04:10 PM): you are upset because I've led you into a bad position
notalptrixie (10:04:30 PM): No, I'm upset because you hurt my feelings.
j (10:04:43 PM): that is the same thing
notalptrixie (10:05:51 PM): You know any other time to bring her with would have been fine, but new years of all fucking days? You had just met her. And you know that it makes me uncomfortable as it is...
j (10:06:42 PM): right
notalptrixie (10:07:14 PM): then why did you do it?!
j (10:07:42 PM): I was just letting you know that I was interested in her
notalptrixie (10:08:43 PM): interested in bring her on new years eve. and the fact that you didn't even make an attempt to stop me from cancelling the hotel and cancelling new years plans hanging out with you guys went to show that you weren't that upset about it.
j (10:09:43 PM): yeah,
notalptrixie (10:09:58 PM): point taken.
j (10:10:03 PM): you are right I didn't handle it well
notalptrixie (10:10:36 PM): that's for sure.
notalptrixie (10:10:45 PM): You really made me think our friendship over...
notalptrixie (10:11:31 PM): my friends may make me aggravated sometimes, or say something to piss me off, but they don't hurt my feelings.
notalptrixie (10:12:03 PM): and you've hurt my feelings too many times and I am the stupid one for putting up with it as long as I did.
j (10:13:49 PM): well i'm sorry you feel that way
notalptrixie (10:15:25 PM): and I suppose you told jon that I flipped out and made it seem like everything was all my fault.
j (10:16:06 PM): no
j (10:16:54 PM): actually jon and greg know we have a history
notalptrixie (10:17:11 PM): nice of you to share that with me now.
j (10:18:29 PM): they didn't know until recently
notalptrixie (10:18:42 PM): when? after last friday?
j (10:20:03 PM): yes, should I have not told them so they would think you were nuts? I made myself the bad guy
notalptrixie (10:20:21 PM): I'm not nuts and you are the bad guy.
notalptrixie (10:20:29 PM): thinking about your dick and not your friends.
j (10:21:52 PM): yes well that wasn't nice
notalptrixie (10:22:02 PM): but it's true.
j (10:22:26 PM): yes well I'm going to go. I'll talk to you later
notalptrixie (10:23:08 PM): avoidance. and I am sure this is the last conversation we'll have. I don't need to start getting mad about everything again.
j signed off at 10:23:21 PM.