8:29 pm on 06-29-04
realizing that you should have turned the cd off before it even began

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Yea, I haven�t written in awhile. I haven�t been that motivated to write anything down. Everyday seems to be the same ol same ol in my book lately. My weekend was pretty full though.

Friday I went to the cubs/sox game. It was a great time. I was very, I mean, very drunk. I remember when we got back to the car, I checked my cell phone and I had three voice mails on it. One was from J and I could not even tell you who the other two were from. I can�t even remember. I even went back to listen to them again and I had deleted them�so who knows who called me that night.

So after J had left that message, I called him thinking he was still at home, and he wasn�t�but his roommate was. I talked to her for about 15 minutes or so. I know I bitched about psycho girl (it was the alcohol, it always is)�and I told the roommate that we should hang out more often. Other than that, I have no recollection of the phone call. I then proceeded to phone Below. Once again, I was still drunk, and I couldn�t even tell you what was said between me and Below. For all I know, I could have told him that I wanted to fuck the shit out of him before he moved away�but I don�t think I did that. I ended up finally talking to J�who knows what I said though. Needless to say, I made it home safe and sound after venturing to a local Mexican joint for some quesadillas. Saturday I woke up rather early with a slight headache. Took some aspirin and did a lot of running around.

I hung out with below, j, and a couple of other people Saturday night. We went bowling. Below was in my car proceeding to annoy me by extending his arm out of the sun roof and bringing it back in and saying, �inside..outside..inside..outside..inside..outside��.I swear, the whole 14 minutes we were in the car he said that. If I turned the music up, he got louder too. At least I wasn�t crabby and I didn�t yell at him.

It was a fun night and I overdosed on Diet coke.

Sunday I went to another cubs/sox game. It was again a fun day, and surprisingly, I did not drink one ounce of alcohol. Must be something wrong. I�ll make up for it this weekend.

J made a couple of cd�s for me last week. One was Franz Ferdinand, very cool cd, and the other one, he wouldn�t tell me the songs that were on it. I made some comment jokingly about how it was probably a bunch of porn music. Well guess what, that�s what the cd was. It�s actually pretty funny. When I put it on, and the first thing I heard was a deep voiced black man go, �yeeaaa��I knew I was in trouble. I will admit that I have listened to the whole cd, during my frequent trips in my car. There is one track on it where I swear he took it from a porno that he has. And just hearing it turned me on.

It�s not a good thing to be in your car, listening to the sounds of people fucking, and realizing that you should have turned the cd off before it even began.

I might, just one day, have something interesting to write about.