5:01 pm on 05-23-04
there has to be something juicy
Wow. I can�t believe how quickly this weekend went by. Here�s a recap for all of you.
Friday evening I went up to J�s place. We haven�t hung out in awhile. We went to dinner, and saw Shrek 2. We went back to his place, and of course, he had a message from psycho girl. Yes they still obviously are hanging out. And it seems to me, that she calls him even when she knows he isn�t home. What a weirdo. So J made some red bull and vodkas. I was toasted after one of them. Jesus. J was pretty toasted too. I think he threw a porn in, but I couldn�t even tell you what it was about?! The one thing I hate about drinking is that when I have sex, I get wet, and then I get real dry, like it just evaporates. I never have the need to use any kind of artificial lube, unless I have had a lot to drink. I freaking hate that..and then it hurts and then I hurt the next day. It is not the most pleasant feeling. And it only happens when I am wasted. God I hate that.
Yea, so yesterday was the wedding shower. It was nice, even though it rained a lot. I was there all day and got home around 6pm. An ex boyfriend of mine was at the shower�considering he is the brother of the guy that my friend is marrying. He (the ex) was there with his soon to be wife. They are getting married the week after my friends are. His fianc� is about 42 years old (he�s 31 or 32) and she seems a bit on the controlling side. Oh well. We weren�t meant to be, but I am happy that he is happy.
When I got home last night I laid down because I knew I would be going out later in the evening�well when I woke up, the power was out, and I just didn�t feel like moving. So I made a call, said I wasn�t coming, and went back to bed until 7am this morning. I guess I was tired.
I studied all day today, and I am glad that I am done. I will probably go for a bike ride tonight or something.
I had a dream last night that I was out with J and we were eating dinner or at a bar or something with some people that I didn�t know. And the girl sitting with us went to go strike a match on a match box, and J turns to me and says, �see, that is why we aren�t a couple because she just lit the match��.it was very strange.
Lately I have been beginning to wonder if I will ever meet anyone. It seems that there is never any prospects in my classes, although the guys I have met a really cool. When I go to the bars, it�s always with a mixed gender group, so it�s hard to meet people that way. The last guy I met, albeit, last weekend, lives in Florida�so no dice there.
Oh well, I shouldn�t ponder it, someone will come along some day.
You know what I have realized too�.sometimes I just really write the most uninteresting things in here. I need something good to happen. And it�s always at some weird point where I think of something good to write about, but I don�t get a chance to write it down and then I forget about it. I know there has to be something juicy and interesting that I could write about�.sigh